The past few days have been hard again. I spent my entire 3 hour bike ride on Sunday cursing at my ex under my breath. I just can't seem to crack the pain associated with the break up of this relationship. I find myself trying to make sense of it all. I want to understand the "why" and yet, I think answers are still several months down the road. The trip to NY this week for work comes at a good time. Sometimes a change in location is all you need to get your mind off of things. After my work conference ends on Friday, I'll be joining my sis (who currently resides in Manhattan) and my Mom for a fun girl's weekend. So cheers to New York... and setting the current trappings of life aside for a New York "state of mind."
-kimmy
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kim - hang in there. Grieving is a process. A girls' weekend will likely reset your frame of mind, but you will still be working through this for the long haul. My friend Nancy describes grief as coming like a tiger that pounces when you least expect it. The tiger shows up less and less as time goes by.
and don't forget to include your friends when you get back into town. you've been away so much since the break-up. it will be challenging to be home. you'll have to create new habits and activities to replace the time you spent with Jason. here's an invite to come over for dinner anytime you want -- soon, I hope!
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